Do you ever get that feeling that no matter how much you pray to make your job better, it’s just not meant to be! That’s me! So, my best friend who does my nails for me is like my therapist! Or maybe I should say one of my spiritual guides just in human form. She is the best at keeping me in check with myself. She told me yesterday that the reason God is not answering my prayers is because he’s making me feel the most uncomfortable because it’s no longer my time to stay there! Now after hearing her say that for now the second time because she had told me this in a previous conversation and we couldn’t remember what we said…yeah that’s how we roll. This time I was smart and took my journal to take notes! Thanks sister…

So now I am embarking on this new adventure of finding out what the next stage of life is going to be for me. It’s exciting, new, scary, fun and I can’t wait to see what comes my way. I’m also so blessed for the new friendships that have come my way this past year, I have met so many amazing women who have impacted my life in ways I can’t even imagine! I’m so incredibly blessed! I have also met some people who I have no interest in keeping in my life because of the toxicity they cause. Now those are the people that are NOT worth having in your life due to the fact that they drain your ENERGY! Don’t let people do that to you! Have the courage to set those boundaries and tell them they are not allowed to steal your energy, your beauty, your all! That has been a HUGE lesson for me this year. It makes me want to have a shirt made saying “Namaste MotherFucker’s” you can no longer have my peace of mind!

Now that I have this new found PEACE of mind in my life and I’m finding this illuminating experience of transformation forming, it’s so AMAZING! When you have the support system that you never had as a child, and you build as an adult because at this age you can choose who you want to have in your life it’s so blissfully calming. So, when you are going through life changes it makes it way easier for that transformation to happen vs when you don’t have that in your life. Like starting this blog I never in a million years would have thought I would have been brave enough to put my thoughts out there for the world to read. I’m now at this point in my life that I if I don’t share what I’ve been though as long as I’m saving someone else from making the same mistake I made, then I’m serving my purpose in life. Is it uncomfortable? Yes. Is it scary? Yes. I don’t really care as long as I help someone along the way. Be Brave, Be Strong, Be Fearless, Fall in Love with Yourself!

Let the Universe speak to you and follow your gut! I have so much enjoyed meditation, yoga, aligning my Shakira’s, learning how to channel my ENERGY. All these amazing things are out there for you to take advantage of and be in tune with your body. Take the time to explore what you like and dislike in life. Do you like to exercise? Do you like to hike? Do you like workout classes? Are you more comfortable in your own home doing these things? That’s ok as well! Just take the time to explore what you like and dislike! I have so much enjoyed getting to know me! I was someone’s daughter, sister, granddaughter, niece, wife, mother, etc…now I’m just ME! It’s so nice to finally get to know who I am as a person. I had lived my life for all those other people because I was told as a child who I needed to be. I was who I needed to be as a wife and mother. Now I have the freedom to be who I was always meant to be by God’s/Universe’s design. I’m truly thankful to have the opportunity to have this season in my life.