I have absolutely no clue how I’m going to juggle this wild circus of a life! I’ve been working harder than a dog chasing its tail just to get to know myself. Figuring out my purpose feels like trying to find a needle in a haystack—blindfolded! For years, I’ve been living for everyone else while I play the role of a human doormat. Recently, I’ve hit some pretty messy bumps in the road that were like cosmic slap-in-the-face blessings. They’ve finally knocked some sense into me and made me realize it’s high time to stop being the star of everyone else’s show and focus on my own fabulous rerun!

It’s downright hilarious how the tales from the Bible can totally apply to our everyday shenanigans! As I stumble along this rollercoaster ride called LIFE, I’m feeling like a jack-in-the-box after years of just snoozing and missing out—who knew waking up could be this entertaining? I love how I can relate to some of the stories in the great book! Don’t you?

It’s funny how life seems to do a complete backflip when you start seeing things through God’s binoculars! Suddenly, those words are not just letters on a page—they have personalities and emotions! It felt like waking up from a nap where a thousand alarm clocks had been ringing! My brain finally kicked out all the pesky noise, and I could actually read without decoding hieroglyphics! The old me was like, “Feelings? What are those?” while the new me showed up with a party hat and a checklist! Sure, I had to make some cringe-worthy changes that felt like pulling teeth, but hey, they paved the way for some unexpected growth spurts! And guess what? Recently, I managed to pull it off without tripping over my own feet!

I truly felt the depth of my loss. The pain of making difficult decisions and the heartache of not being able to say goodbye weighed heavily on me. I took the time to process those emotions and ultimately let them go. I realize that clinging to anger only exacerbates the health issues I’ve already faced. As someone who used to suppress my feelings, I’ve come to understand the importance of truly facing them. Healing isn’t instantaneous; it’s not achieved with a snap of a finger or a blink of an eye. We must learn to embrace our emotions, process them, and gently embark on the journey toward healing that particular wound.

Managing multiple feelings and emotions can be quite challenging, which is why I wholeheartedly recommend keeping a journal. I find great comfort in journaling; it’s a safe space to express myself, and there’s something truly cathartic about letting it all out. Another method that brings me peace is working out in my living room—it’s invigorating! Recently, I’ve discovered that dancing is an incredible way to release those pent-up emotions. Just turn on your favorite song, let loose, and shake it all out! It’s like a joyful celebration of your feelings, just like in “Bring It On”!