Boy let me tell you when realization kicks in and you finally see SHIT for what it truly is…man you get this huge spy of relief that you weren’t the only one who has had to live through life! You are only here for a time, a season, a precious moment, however you would like to proceeded life. We all have a purpose to be here! We all have that exciting energy in our bodies that can help us heal our inner selves! And once you tap into that you are going to be amazed at how much better and healthier you are going to feel as a person.

Our time here is so precious you guys and we have to remember who we are and where we came from. Don’t be afraid to peel back the layers of life and see what adventure is waiting behind the door. I can guarantee it’s going to be an exciting roller coaster ride! So, grab onto your tissues and cuddle up because here we go…

CO-DEPENDENCEY I HATE YOU…here I thought this was a stage of my life that I was over! BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! It had to rear it’s ugly head and I’m facing it HERE and NOW! OMG!!!! I’m so pissed off! If this isn’t the most PUNCH IN THE FACE, and GUT at the same TIME kind of SHIT! Lord forgive me just had to release that! Thank you for teaching me the lesson of CO-DEPENDENCEY I now release it all to you!

So, now that the realization has kicked in I find myself thinking of all the things along the way I could have or should have changed, but you see we can’t do that because once we release it the powers that BE, we are not to take it back! This is a harsh and very hard lesson I have had to learn. I would ask my Father and Brother for help and they would always answer. They would take my worries, fears, emotions, but then I would slowly take them back. It wasn’t till I finally gave myself to Him as a whole that I finally understand. I am to surrender to Him, by following His words, leading by His example, for there is where I find my healing, my inner peace, my acceptance, my guidance in life.

You can overcome so much more when you realize the power you hold within. When you stop letting the outside world judge you and mock you. There is a true peaceful center in knowing that your gut is RIGHT 9-10 times always go with your GUT! Being an empath and learning how to know what’s mine and not mine has been a challenge that I continue to face daily. But as I continue to learn about ME I see that I have many layers, I am most random, and weird and confused, happy and sad, smart and dumb, funny and an emotional diva, it’s quite fun learning who the real me is!

Being a Libra I feel this is where I struggle. I create balance so here is where I have to realize that I am free to let things go that I am READY to release. But also realize and be aware of the things I still need to process. That is when God’s timing comes in. You see if we process things way to fast we won’t get the concept. We will be too busy to notice. This is where we need to slow down and learn how to process life while living it. It’s going to take some time to learn but once you do it will be truly rewarding. Now that I have come to realize that I am still a co-dependent person I can fix it.

I mean with all I’ve learn up to now I have to remember…That I Can Do Hard Things!